wow! Its been awhile since Ive last posted. A lot has changed... got out of the hospital, got back in the hospital, had a bouncing baby boy... then spent another 2 weeks in the hospital(NICU). I HEART HOSPITALS! :oP
Anyways, I know your supposed to LOVE your children but no one ever said you had to like them. Sounds harsh, I know... but its reality for me ( 7 no, I dont have PPD). We got sooo spoiled with Allie. She was an angel baby. Kole, on the other hand, has thrown us for a loop.
#1 For the past 11 weeks Ive called the recliner "bed".
#2 My bedtime is now from about 2:30am-7am... & thats chopped up... in the recliner!
#3 My "me" time is on the toilet... & even then I still have little fingers wiggling at me under the door.
#4 I feel so lost without my purse!... oh wait, I mean my diaper bag!
#5 I actually look forward to going to WORK!
But ya know what... I wouldnt change any of it for the world. There is nothing like being the ONLY one that can soothe your child. Life is gooood.
:o)
